There are just times when I feel so exhausted, so tired, so defeated, so overwhelmed with the sense of ennui, that I don’t know how to go on anymore.

This is one of those unfortunate incidents. I am so so so overwhelmed with work and now they tell me I am given another brand in my portfolio.

The medicine I am taking makes me stoned with a false sense of tranquility and peace, and it takes the edge off my usual quick take on events and body language. In other words, it makes me stupid, slow and worst, relaxed about it. If I don’t take it, my back hurts with a dull nagging ache that irritates me to no end with distraction.

And he keeps changing flights on a whim. Not only for himself, but for the whole group of 8 travelling with him.

Just kill me already.